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Classic Paranoid-schizoid dynamics. First you are in love with the breast and rely on it for all substance. So you become paranoid about it. Then you find it faulters and is slow to give milk. Then you attack it with baby sozed violence for its shortcomings. Finally the depressive cycle arrives and you must look for other sources of nourishment. Baby food and what not. You end up depressive, but self-sufficient… And before you know it that baby food is flying across the room in a fit of rage as you roll around in your own excitement crying!

Cocaine is one hell of a drug!

Paranoid-schizoid position

In object relations theory, the paranoid-schizoid position is a state of mind of children, from birth to four or six months of age.

Melanie Klein[2] has described the earliest stages of infantile psychic life in terms of a successful completion of development through certain positions. A position, for Klein, is a set of psychic functions that correspond to a given phase of development, always appearing during the first year of life, but which are present at all times thereafter and can be reactivated at any time. There are two major positions: the paranoid-schizoid position and the subsequent depressive position. The earlier more primitive position is the paranoid-schizoid position and if an individual’s environment and up-bringing are satisfactory, she or he will progress through the depressive position.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paranoid-schizoid_and_depressive_positions