I’ll admit. I wish I could rest feeling calm. But… giving up isn’t possible… I seek the evolution of society not regression, but most of all. I can’t feel happy, calm anything peaceful. If those lands we haven’t harmed yet. Get destroyed. We have killed so many species, destroyed so much nature. I really considered for a while humans are a mistake. A curse upon the land. Many times we see ourselves as beings of unparalleled power and ability but in the end. We are the only species that can harm that which we inhabit. So much. Though we have the possibility to evolve beyond this. It’s not an easy task but it’s necessary. It’s not about democratic, republican or anything but about the future of everyone, everything.

Yes! I have a better idea but I don’t know if I can share it… Though totally not related, Remember in AC Brotherhood (I think it is) when the guy gets hanged from the flagpole. That’s was such a badass moment. A symbol of resistance.

I wish it was that simple. We have a military the strongest ever. Now here’s where we are lucky. While I don’t expect all would support us. A decent amount would. The military will become in factions. Then the issue is I don’t know about the militia know as police.

The biggest issue. Someone already threatened Elon and got arrested. Until the king falls and he will. Any resistance is treason…

Hahahaaaa wow 😂 imagine Burger King decides to feed those in need upcoming fucking golden

Yeah no worries for me. While it may sometimes feel hopeless but I have to try. Only issue is I’ve applied at over 7k jobs and barely heard back from 40-50.

No honestly most are mad in some sorta of way but we have a militia of trigger happy enforces and the biggest military in the world. Not much we can do without outside support. If we peacefully protest. They arrest you, shoot and kill you. Call you a terrorist, possibly even ban you from getting jobs.

I’d say you’re partially correct on this. Most Americans yes. Very much. Though some of us have been playing the game for a long time. For example I had the possibility of stopping a coup or preventing it. I sent the information to the emergency email but due to how soon it would happen. I posted it on X leveraging global attention to pressure Trump to postpone events. I encourage you and anyone else to contact the emergency line of the UN with this header. EMERGENCY, THE DOWNFALL OF AMERICAN DEMOCRACY. So they know it’s the same topic.

Also please understand I’m trying to share the least information for safety reasons and not to force operational overwhelming. As I did see an impending doom with how things were set up at the inauguration and general day folks shouldn’t have to be concerned with the deep facts until they need to take a stand. As a tactician it’s my job to see and understand though. The operation there was too big and overwhelming and the only way to make a difference was global pressure.

See I don’t know with your situation but for me I use global pressure to force him to read it. Like make a post on X that calls him out tagging NATO and UN and more.

I posted this to him actually

My background is psychology, developmental, business, design and more. Currently learning communication. He removed my comments for “off topic” when about he mentioned worker rights. Thus is one the most important

Video to him

That may be correct!

I sometimes can read but normally it’s rather difficult for me unless required or sexual, psychopathic and or interesting in a hobby way.

Though I’ll see about it or find another way because I am actually study psychology, developmental and medical from Yale courses to help others. I just ain’t the best with myself. Maybe harder though I look to grow into the most knowledgeable and best version of myself I could. To be honest normally I don’t make such deep post in my personal way like this but I will say look back at some of my mental health post. You’ll see while yes I am crazy. I’ve learned it’s possible to cure psychopathy given a necessary catalyst and will from said individual. Same goes for some traits of BPD and Bipolar. Which as always I suggest working with a mental health professional if trying. As I asked my psychiatrist she said it’s unheard of but in our world not impossible just hasn’t happened.

I will say though I think our world needs to allow much more while making illegal certain things. It annoys me. To have the mindset to see everything but unable to do something yet. Why are governments so stupid…

Like psychopathic individuals who aren’t bad at a young age could be saved from the horrid development we have to now or some of us. By following guidelines of development and safety of life. Wouldn’t be perfect but yeah fuck man.

I’m not trolling at all and for what’s wrong with me got it mainly figured out or figuring it out.

I am. It’s nearly about to finish. Basically how it happens is growing the muscle and bone and having it pop out that area.

Such as my other hybrid beyond a wolf kemonomimi (mixed with my husky personality) though my demon/parrot hybrid. As I mentioned how my body grew. This was one sort of planned but happened soon we than I expected. My original height was only currently meant be around 6ft 5 but I’m 7ft 5 around there. A body properly and sufficient to utilize my wings with changes such as spinal cord changing, knees replacing and rebuilding, ribs extending and fusing, sternum and scapula rebuilding and muscles and new bones growing (wing structure non mature), a coat of lift on my wings, pathways allowing my arms to utilize my flight muscles have started working. Fast tracked evolution

Hmmm from that perspective is understandable but here’s my question why is it seen as a weird or bad thing let’s say if humans were to diverge. Since for me I actually am a kemonomimi. I can fully understand this will probably be seen as insane but I learned a way to harness and manipulate matter itself and utilizing The Law of conservation of mass and creating new additions onto my body and those of my lovers but mine took a more realistic approach and my body developed from 6ft to 7ft 5 with these proportions

Upper body: 49 inches

Lower body: 42 inches

Body width: 3 ft

Feet:8-9 inches

Feet width: 4-5 inches

Left arm 32 inches

Right arm 46 inches

These specifically are for one of my other hybrids but overall it was my final intended goal but not my first.

Can I ask the specific mental illness you mean? I am really curious why being a kemonomimi is a mental illness.

Though unless you mean everything in general because while yes this started with trauma doesn’t many things do. Such as where you live, sometimes what you eat, what people wear, religious and spiritual beliefs.

I know I have BPD and a plethora of other things but everything I’ve either seen a psychiatrist for and taking medication or worked through. Such as BPD I barely have any symptoms from it anymore. Such as trance states, extreme anxiety and emotional distress. Bipolar flow between 1-2 removing anger and irritation mainly and depression with medication. Learned to reverse my psychopathic facets. Just much more.

Ahhhh yeah no. I’ll admit I thought that somewhat on my own but that’s because most others won’t treat me how I want. Also I have found a psychiatrist she agreed on all my recorded issues. Just don’t have money or insurance to go anymore.

Also when I say how I want is because even they won’t fully but it’s a good balance between human life and my preference of a dog life

Also with younger handlers of what I’m used to they treat me worse most times. So having younger handler is kind of shocking to me but they were my original wife. All my past handlers before them abused me and worse.

Yeah I can assure you that is not how it happened. Isn’t grooming them persuading and changing someone’s ideas by being kind to them when you normally aren’t that way. I mean I may have been at a younger age by others for sure. Though literally everything was my choice. As in even starting to date more than one person. Staying in my relationship durning certain points that they thought I was going to leave. To the point they are surprised. Now if you’re saying that towards the 61 year old. He didn’t join until I was already 18. Unless he groomed me from being hot on movies or sweet in interviews. Then doubtful because I chased him hard after I turned 18 and he joined when I was 19. I was holding him on a thread making him obsessed over me. Though as for being sexually active with those few when I was younger in my older teens. It was fully consensual and honestly I would ask for example my husband sooo often. Trust me there’s no reason to worry with them but my family specifically their biggest worry is because I like men, am not Christian and love multiple people. As for my school they may have had those worries or interpretations but without evidential proof or suspicion. Though I will say I was extremely different from normal kids so may of been harder to tell.

Can I ask why you specifically said this? I don’t know the meaning behind it but of what I’ve heard normally sarcasm?

I’m 19 now btw but when that first started one was one year younger while two were a year or two older. Nothing crazy. Also for sure I did and still do. Though now the biggest age gap is 61.

Yeah that’s understandable that they were worried about that. Though they didn’t nearly gain enough information before assuming. Though yeah most definitely but there comes a time in someone’s life when they’re ready to heal. Honestly they didn’t distract myself from self work but gave me a reason to chase it. Since originally I didn’t care about where my life was going but for them I’ll do anything. That includes healing and working on myself.

Yeah back when that happened. It’s understandable they were iffy or even uncomfortable at first but my biggest point. They have the ability to openly communicate and learn.