I’m sorry about how you’re feeling and I hope the title isn’t serious. I’m in no position to help but I think that if this is really bothering you, you should maybe reach out to a therapist. I’ll just add something to pick your brain: maybe it’s not you, maybe the people you’re interacting with are not the right audience and you should try to find someone that better shares your interests.

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