

I can’t help but wonder if you are that one person under a new username. The one who just shoots down any attempt to answer their questions or provide support. Apologies if you aren’t them. But, read. Existentialism. Or read Viktor Frankl. Or Buddhism. Or non-dualism. Find your context for the life experience.
Learn that you are creating this inner state. That’s the bad radical news. I’d have more practical, concrete steps to offer. But, again, not convinced that you are actually open to change.
So many of us are compromised or undeveloped in some ways that this advice can almost be arrogant in tone deafness.